Valerie

honestly... I love how it's either no guys or like five hundred of them.

so I haven't updated in about a year and a half but I really feel like I need to tonight. Not because of something bad. i.e. school, boys, anything else. For those things I just call someone.

So I work at a nightclub, and although I usually work during the day to plan events and stuff, occasionally I will work nights as a photographer. Tonight was our "Pride-in-Space" themed party. I had to take pictures and control the light booth and give away LED pom poms. I also spent all day decoration. Covering everything with aluminum foil and also blowing up 30 "alien" beach balls. They were supposed to be planets and so I stuck a pride flag on to each of them, just like the man on the moon flag.

Anyways. The point of this is that gay night is SO MUCH FUN. They are all SO sweet and nice and sincere. No one's shady or trying to get into your pants. They can all dance. and gay men are so incredibly HOT. It's ridiculous. and it's really not fair. Anyways, I must get back to my comm reading. I will catch you later livejournal. :)

FUCK SAE.

Those cock sucking low life, girl whoring waste of mass. I fucking HATE that frat and have NO FUCKING RESPECT FOR ANY OF THEM.

We lost to Sigma Kappa by ONE point this year, AGAIN because of a BULL SHIT CALL. Time ran OUT before they scored their touchdown, AND their QB was "two-hand" touched before she even threw the fucking ball. and o wait. EVERYONE FUCKING SAW THAT. SAE you guys are the biggest cockiest most selfish jackasses who just want EASY ASS. so you know what? I'm glad we didn't win because we run around your house in our underwear and sleep with all of SAE brothers. I'm glad that we don't have SAE STDS because you guys are fucking WHORES. I can't STAND you and I wish that I could fucking play you and just FUCK YOU UP.

um... so I'm fat now. All that hard work of the summer... ALL GONE. It's not fair when you have a free ice cream machine available 24/7 in your house, or when they serve the most delicious dessert at dinner EVERYDAY. It's also not fair when I don't have time to work out anymore. It's very sad.

On the other hand I'm playing full contact football on sunday. VERY EXCITED. time for tiny valerie to kick some ass with her newly acquired fat!!!

omg. haha. just read through some of my old entries... and the comments. o GOD. why does drama never disappear? it's ridiculous. it's also ridiculous the things people say to you when they're mad at you. sarah I love you and am sooooo glad we've never had one of those moments!!!

http://www.catch27.com/join.php?invite=50320

I like how i seriously am part of EVERYTHING out there. but this seems cool. I like it.

omg. what is the name of the song that goes something like, run girl... let me see you drip sweat. HOLY SHIT i can't remember or find it anywhere and it's bugging the shit out of me!

so I've decided that my brother is the MOST spoiled person in the entire world. We're flat broke. And my brother's summer cost $8,000. He's going to Japan and UCLA (which I know I went to), BUT. Since he's in Japan right now and too incompetent to do ANYTHING and to realize that he should sign up for classes before he leaves (I did EVERYTHING for UCLA myself except pay) I was actually told, by my father, to fill out ALL of his UCLA forms for him today. How retarded is that. Then ON top of that, he's always in this bitchy selfish mood. Never helping around the house. We have to keep our house clean and to get out early for open houses and stuff (since we're selling), he'll get up 5 minutes before we HAVE to leave, then bitch and complain about it for forever, and then make my MOM clean up his room in the five minutes before real estate people come. He has my dad drive back from work EVERYDAY all the time to pick him up and drop him off at places that he can WALK to (i.e. from school everyday - gunn. mind you, the place I walked home from everyday). And sometimes when my dad does go to pick him up, he'll tell him to come back in an hour and pick him up then. of couse this is when my dad leaves work, drives for 15 minutes to pick him up, and then my dad willing obliges, goes back to work for 1/2 hour then goes back to pick my brother up. and he does that ALL the time. like my dad's business isn't important and like his job is to be his personal chauffeur. he won't let my parents mention the word "violin." if they do he won't practice, or whatever, and then of course bitches and complains some more. he ALWAYS goes out with his friends before doing anything for the family, and actually takes advantage of some of them (from everyone's observance), like the ones with cars (which i don't get). finally, what makes me so mad, is that since we had to be out of the house so often, he came to my dad's office. he SAT in my office for an entire day and WOULDN'T leave, although there are about 15 empty rooms at the office. then, my dad and his employee, vinh, switched cars for a weekend, because vinh needed the van for something. vinh drives a bmw, btw. And my brother's "bored" so of course, instead of entertaining himself like my YOUNGER sister does in the office (she's there MUCH more often than him cause he's always out with friends), he complains and then somehow gets my dad to let him drive VINH'S BMW around. This is a BMW. and NOT even part of our family's. And THEN he crashes it. Which costs my dad another $500 to fix. We are flat broke, as said before, (I pay for some of my family's meals) and my brother won't wear ANYTHING but bannana republic, lacoste, armani exchange, express, etc. GOD FUCKING DAMN. if we were rich i'd understand. but we're not. and the fact that he can't even comprehend that fucking fact, and think of anyone but his own selfish ass pisses the fuck out of me. the fact that he can't be like... hm... maybe i don't need a 10th armani exchange shirt, maybe I shouldn't ask my dad for more money, maybe I shouldn't be a dickface and make my dad drive me everywhere and then CRASH a BMW so that my dad has to pay another $500 on top of my $800 summer. I travelled a lot too, but I ALWAYS kept it under that. The summer I went to UCLA I went to fox and ryla too. Fox was like $300, and RYLA was free. I had a fucking job too. When I went to guatemala last year, I fundraised my ass off for it, so all I had to pay for was food. NOTHING adds up. I don't understand how my parents are so fucking blind to it. it's like, meagan and I are the good kids so they don't do anything to us. Daryl will act up if he's not spoiled rotten so they bend over backwards to please him. wow.

geri voted of slavco. HOW COULD SHE DO THAT? he was SOOOOOO cute. GOD. and she kept john too!

does anyone know what i'm talking about?

haha.

it's like writing yearbook entries again! how fun!

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Be a gangster and put this in your journal

i love rotaract. i love rotary. i love interact. i love 6380. i love 5170. i love chicago. and my newfound love: i love jamie, my charter co-president.

mark my words: I WILL be international president of rotary.

um... so I was definitely the first and only one to buy the backstreet boy's CD yesterday at midnight at tower. and I do have to say that I'm VERY upset about the songs they took off their tracking list. the two songs that were leaked out and yet not released are the two most different songs of their "new" CD. their current never gone CD is full of songs very similar to what they sang in the past, all ballads however, with a couple different ones. I LOVE it. I just wish they released set it off and the unloved. o well, maybe they were scared to try something new.

but, moral of this is: BUY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and if you want those two unreleased songs I'll email it to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love my boys!

going to '05 graduation was so weird. It was like... you guys are enterting this WHOLE new world and have no idea what it's going to be like. also. it was like, no you don't belong there. that's US. but it was fun. I went with matt who works at nordstroms now and is so gorgeous in a suit. haha, who knew. It was crazy seeing everyone again, (especially with my sunburn. haha) and then the teachers. omg mr. lyons is still beautiful. hmmm what else, i got a random number from a recent '05 graduate today.

on another note. I FUCKING LOVE THE NEW BSB SONGS. EVERYONE BUY IT. I'M NOT KIDDING, IT'S RIDICULOUS AMAZING. 4 years of absence well spent!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muah to my boys!!!!


fucking HAVE an orgasm. omg i LOVE them. fuck. i'm obsessed ALL OVER AGAIN.

1. Pick a song everyone know...
2. Go to babelfish and translate the lyrics
a) from English to German
b) from German to French
c) from French back to English
3. Paste the results in your journal
4. Let your friends guess what the song was

Me desires him that a manner I am thus him desires you my fire that one desire believes, when I say that I thus wish it but we are two worlds cannot in your heart reach separately, if you say that I thus wish it with CHORAL SOCIETY: If if if you declare me, why nothin it ' is not, a sorrow me declare however, why not nothin ' however is, an error declare me that why I would like to never intend you to say to me, wishes you is to him thus me your fire him a desire, that I know that it is too late, but I wish it this manner with CHORAL SOCIETY can me see now that we are pleasant in addition to the manner that she used, of being, yeah not business the distance me she that of me all in bottom knows you towards the interior wishes my fire one desire is which you are, to say, it is not nothin ', but sorrow, is not nothin ', but error, (would not please hear to you legends) I would like never to hear, you to say, me wishes with explanation you me, why, not nothin ' however sorrow is, declares me '', why, not nothin ' however errors is, declares you me so that I would like to never intend to you to say, (would not like to hear why, you legends), wishes thus me to him explanation you me, why... Nothin ', a sorrow, is however ' is not however ' nothin ', an error, it explains me why I would like to never intend to you to say, (do not want to never hear if you to say why, him), I wishes him me wishes thus thus

okay. so i'm a little upset that bo didn't win. but i LOVE carrie too so whatever.

the big news of the night is "So you think you can dance."

Fox's new show. Exactly like American Idol, except for dancing. Now I know I won't win, and most likely won't make it past the first round, but I am SOOO excited!!!!! I'm defintely going to enter season two (season one auditions are already over. how the HELL did I not hear about them?) and it's going to be SO MUCH FUN. I'm going to tear up the dance floor, my hyperactive, bubbly, cheerleading way!

okay, so I'll update on the exotic erotic party tomorrow or later today or something, but I just wanted to write a quick entry on me tanning today. so, me being as pale as I am tanned extremely quickly, except I did two mistakes. 1) I left my swimsuit on when I tanned my back so i have THE WORST tan line on my back now. 2) I wore short shorts instead of bikini bottoms, but they rode up without me realizing it so I have the WORST really HIGH tan line on my back. I guess I'll have to fix that all next saturday when I tan again! :)

i do believe that the OC was unbelievably insane tonight.

tonight was the first time I ever got mad at kirsten. but I liked her at the end, unfortunately she gets hurt :(. but she was definitely an alcoholic. poor sandy. he was so sweet.

i'm SO mad a tre for everything he did and then what he does in the next episode (the scenes... ARGH.) and I thought he was hot at first too. that fucker.

i'm so mad a zach and seth. seriously. what was seth thinking in miami? and second? what the fuck were they doing at that launch?!

and then lastly I hate kaleb. how could he MAKE marissa live with her mom and then leave her homeless? seriously. they're all fuckers.

the only good person in tonight's episodes was sandy. i think the oc should have a minimum of two good people an episode. otherwise you end up hating it.

and now my oc dorkiness is over.

Alrighty, so I watched American Idol today and I didn't really like the first one enough to vote for him but the fact that he did BACKSTREET BOYS - INCOMPLETE made me give him my vote for sure.

also, I watched "grave of the fireflies" which is BY FAR the saddest movie in the ENTIRE world. It's a japanese animation movie dubbed in english, so I definitely thought I wasn't going to like it, let alone cry since it was just an animation. but I CRIED my eyes out. not kidding. I couldn't even breathe afterwards, my nose was so stuffed up. I recommend that movie to EVERYONE. hope you cry just as much as I did... it's about two children living during WWII. their house was destroyed in a bombing and their mom died. then their dad was shipped to war. they had no relatives, and the one they had was horrible to them... and then I'm not going to give away the ending, but the little girl was just SOOOOO cute. I couldn't help it. I don't understand why I watched it. I'm so sad and sniffly and depressed right now. I hate war. war destroys everything. families and children's lives and adult lives and society and communities and friendships... why can't the war in iraq just stop. yes bush is for all of these wonderful things, blah blah blah, but he's still pro-war. and war is WORSE than anything else in the world. and I don't understand why people, especially people who claim to be religious and all-loving, can ever in their right mind support this horrible war. war is NOT an act that god was approve of. i don't care if you don't believe in buddha. what about jesus? did he EVER show violence in his life? NO. war needs to end NOW. we are humans and we have evolved and developed past that. war is a primitive action for people who are not as developed as we are now and do not understand all of the other options in the world. war is something that settled conflicts half-centuries ago. war is not something that is needed now. especially over oil. no wonder we have countries who hate us enough that they are willing to sacrafice their lives to harm us a little. yet somehow our government continues to stay so fucking arrogant they can't pull their heads out of their own ass to see what's really going on.

Okay, so yesterday I went to blockbuster with my sister to rent the notebook. I was not dressed up at all and covered in food cause I was just baking and cooking with my sister. At blockbuster I see David J, Eadon, Allon, Debra, and Nick M. How weird. Only I am supposed to be out of school. anyways, of course I didn't say anything.

Then today I ran into David J at the Y. Of all people to run into twice...